I am terrified every single day I am so nervous and worried almost every second of the day. i feel like every day something horrible is going to happen to me i have gone to so many doctors and almost every week i go to the ER because I'm convinced something horrible will happen. i just started going to the phycologist a week ago. she prescribed me prozac and xanax but i have not taken them and will not because i wanna believe i can overcome this on my own. i have the worlds amazing boyfriend that has been with me for over a year and even though i am experiencing all these negative things he is still by my side. i wish i can go back to my old self because i feel like its affecting our relationship because sometimes I'm so scared something horrible will happen to me and he won't know what to do. I'm constantly crying and so afraid i want this nightmare to be over i want to be happy like my old self I'm just so afraid because aches and pains always worry me i honestly think of the worse, sometimes i think i might have an illness that hasn't even been discovered yet i really need help I just want to be happy like i use to