Going totally crazy in Memphis !!
I have been dealing with anxiety or its been dealing with me my whole life. I feel that I have a very strange case of anxiety mixed with other things. I have or experience anxiety 24/7 it seems with no relief and the feelings of anxiety are extreme. My thoughts become focused on my anxiety and how I feel to the point where I'm obsessed with my intense feelings. At this point I feel like I'm going out of my mind and I feel as if I'm going crazy or insane. The anxiety goes on and on day in day out to the point where I become overwhelmed. It's really hard to describe my thought process but its seems as if I'm in a tug of war with my inner self for my sanity. This whole process goes on and on my thoughts become tangled up with the anxiety and how I feel physically. I feel strange, odd, my surroundings feel strange, I feel tired and overwhelmed. Most of the time I feel like I'm going to just lose my mind and that has always been my biggest fear of just losing my mind. I have been dealing with this for years and even though I experience these crazy odd feelings of fear nothing ever happens. I have been okay for awhile but this past two weeks I'm back with this anxiety and thought process or thought cycle that I just can't escape. Are my a crazy case of anxiety or what ???