Please help me! I have OCD for four years. I don't know what to do with my self. I have scary thoughts about hurting someone, feeling that im crazy, feeling of guilt, feeling that i'm evil and feeling that i will start doing things and make fоol of my self. Also, i started to think that im going to develop paranoia or shizophrenia. Is that possible? And when im alone i think that someone is behind me and i expect something terrible to happen. I constantly check my phone to see that i havent called by mistake any of my friends when i sit with my family or with my bf. I know that these fears are irational, but they cause me anxiety and feeling that i will explode. I want to live a normal life. I'm so scared of losing my boyfriend. I'm 24 year old, i finished facility now and i think that i will be unable to work. Please help me! Thank you