Just sick of it
I'm new to this site. I really never thought about looking into this before. i've had panic attacks off and on for the past 12 years! I went to a therapist and was on welbutrin for awhile and it helped until about 2008. They took a turn for the worse when i started having them while driving at night. Its so freaking bad now i cannot go far without my wife. No matter if its day or night. The worst part is when people make you feel like a freak for it.there is only 1 person who doesnt treat me like an invalid or psychopath. It starts to make you think you are nuts. I dont have any other symptoms than i have panic attacks. So it hurts and makes things worse. My wife is very supportive. But she doesnt know what to do. I can't expect her to understand this. nobody knows how crippling this is and how it makes you feel. I really dont want to live with this anymore. I wish there was a pill to just make it go away. I hate these stupid attacks more than anything. Im so angry and frusterated all the time. i feel like Im ready to blow. I have a appointment with my GP on monday, but I just feel like whats the point. I feel like there is no hope. Im a 30 year old man who needs his mommy to drive him to work cause i cant even drive across the streeet to the damn store!!!! Im sorry if this is a rant or whatever. I just need to get it off my chest. And hopefully theres some 1 out there with some advice or has gone through something similar. Any help or advice is appreciated. Thank you in advance.